Bet YOU Think this Article is About You, Don't you? Don't you?

So now that I have began my twelve step program, and having completed most of the steps already, step five has me stuck. Step 5 - I will always admit to Blogsterville, to myself and to another human being the exact nature of my wrongs and those I perceive in others and not pander to their emotions

You see I have always been one of those people who has always just wanted everyone to get a long in spite of their differences and be able to see the human inside of the other. I have tried to do this even with people I have grown to despise. You know what? Compared to the people who constantly throw their moral high ground in my face because they have God’s ear, this desire of mine might have been the closest thing to Christ-like that has ever been a part of my personality and by far a more Christian attribute than the behavior I have seen by the Christians who shout the loudest.

This said, understanding that now, only on this blog site I will be letting go of that virtue and will no longer just let things slide, no longer try to show people the error of their ways, no longer try to like them in spite of the terrible things they say or do. I will in fact say exactly what I think and feel from now on.

So now that that is out of the way and considering the fact that I am already in a pissy mood because I sent out five free minutes to all of my callers at Christmas time and most of them are regulars and have sense in their heads but others I call free minute wankers who only stay on for the amount of time their free minutes are and then hang up, these are the losers. You make no money if they hang up as soon as their five minutes are up. Free minutes are made to give you a discount on a call longer than the amount of minutes you sent. The free minute wankers stay on for their free minutes and hang up. This really pisses me off because free minute wankers waste my time and sneeze wankers make me even madder because not only do they not pay but they are the absolute hardest call to do. It is messy, sometimes hurts and I have to take a bath and deal with puffy red eye when I am done to make no money because I dared be nice. Well guess what chuck? That guy is being added to my no free minutes e-mail list. We can make lists and add our customers to them. Usually I use it to separate them by interest but these guys now will never ever again get a free minute from me! Let me also say this, five free minutes is a HUGE deal most only send out one to three minutes but no, me being kind, sent out five and got screwed. So be it, I guess it is the nature of the beast.

Let me move on, so after this call I see this in the most recent articles: Who Cares About Numbers? Mine Are Down From 250 A Day.

So I contemplated, could this be her blood glucose count? Blood pressure? Maybe she runs an illegal numbers lottery?

No, and while I could be wrong I think this is referring to the fact that her blog is private and here blog-eyes dropped from 250 a day.

Here is my problem with private blogs keeping in mind that not everyone who has them is a manipulative game player. I can understand why some would choose a private blog. Say you want to just communicate with your family because you do not want everyone and their brother having your info, you have a weight watchers, chess, football or some other kind of club, you write for yourself, like a paper journal but are at your computer a lot. There are many reasons one might choose to have a private blog that make perfect sense.

Unfortunately hers is not one of those. Hers is to have a captive audience and create a Clique. I have not dealt with cliques since high school until I came to blogster. She wants to make people wonder what she might be writing. She gives you enough in the title to know she is writing about what others have publicly written about not liking private blogs but keeping it private so you have to be part of her exclusive little gathering to know the meat of it because she too is a coward. She does this, in a nutshell to cause trouble. Seriously notive these are the only blogs of hers that have made most popular! Trouble maker!

She wants exactly what I am doing, giving her attention, she wants people to keep making posts about this so she can keep on midless typing.

Seriously, I keep hearing about a blog war going on right now but I have not seen it but now I have a glimpse at what it is in that simple title.

The very person who claims to not want drama is the one who makes it. Take your medicine.

I want to reiterate I have no problem with private blogging when it is done for the right reasons.

Me personally, I could care less if her blog is public or private, BUT if in fact she was saying she is down from 250 blogeyes (visits) perday well she is a LIAR to and I do not suffer liars well. All anyone including her lemmings has to do is read this blog

http://mmmhollywould.blogster.com/blogeyes_nonsense

to see what her numbers actually are.

I know she thinks that that blog was written about her but the lyrics come to mind:

You're so vain, you probably think this article is about you
You're so vain, I'll bet you think this article is about you
Don't you? Don't You? Don't you?

You're so vain, you probably think this article is about you
You're so vain, you probably think this article is about you

Well that article was written about coincutter actually, since I am following step number five when he said back in the day something to the effect of, “The tops need to get together and decide what needs to be done about these blog wars” I was pointing out that the number of blog eyes you have do not make you, “tops” take your blogeyes and divide them by the number of articles and you have your readership not to mention that number that huge number of visits be it 20,000 or 100,000 does not reflect the number of readers , that is not a number of individuals that have singly come to your blog to read that is visits and in joes case he has a whopping 27 a day( he was wondering where his 87,00 readers went or some shit). Well big boy you have a whole 27 readers of your rag.

Basically that number is meaningless the way the uneducated read it.

So my pissy ass free minute rant is over as is my private blog rant and while I do hope I am wrong I seriously doubt it. Some people are just so used to playing the victim they have to make up the crime.

I would not doubt in the least that she would go to the effort to change the content of that blog, publish it publicly and expect her lemmings to be part of her compact. I suggest screen shots!

Ciao